Sunday, June 21, 2009
3:35 PM ;

You keep saying that I can do it, that I can handle it,



but you have no idea that i'm so scared of your expectations. It's really you guys that i'm always scared of and hate disappointing. That's why i don't like getting more commitments anymore. And that's why i don't feel the urge of telling you when I've achieved something, and i don't even feel the need to tell you if i failed something anymore.

It's not your fault. I guess it really isn't.

But i'm still scared.
Monday, June 01, 2009
10:01 PM ;

Don't all these years count for anything?



And it really broke my heart, it did.
And after that you still questioned me?


Just lock yourself in your room and cry,
just let it all out


How can i tell you? I can't find a way
It's frustrating